Sunday, 4 September 2011

Help me - please?

It's 8.30pm, the children are asleep and I have a horrible feeling in my tummy. I feel sick... and it's not because I'm still recovering from a nasty bout of sinusitis. I have that nervous sick feeling and it won't go away.

My little boy starts school tomorrow - God - I got a shiver right down my back as I typed that.

I don't understand how this has happened, i know it's a cliche but it only seems like yesterday that I was pregnant and shopping for little baby boy clothes. My little tiny 6lb 9oz baby is now 4 and a half years old and an independent little man. This has hit me like a tonne of bricks - no one tells you about that in the baby books!

As I type, my other half has appeared with a glass of rose, he knows I don't drink on a school night. Gah! I say that when I'm in work not because it's usually an ACTUAL school night. I've accepted the wine, I must drink it to calm me - if he's such a big boy now, does this mean I'm old?

How does this school malarkey work anyway? He has his uniform (and he looks soooo old in it) but do I need to dress in a certain way? Why can't mums have uniforms too? Then there's no judging to be done. Do I need to mingle with the other mums? Arrgggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Someone tell me the rules!

Help me!!

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